Tuesday, February 25, 2014

mommas & coping skills

ya.. so.. seems to me that when I lost having my mom in my life as my everything and the one I could talk to about ANYTHING and then everything was alright. . I also lost my coping skills.. and unfortunately for me during that same time my mom had a stroke and reincarnated into someone else.. that may have loved me the same ?? knew me the same ?? but couldn't be there the same.. I lost all ability (if I ever had it besides mom telling me 'everything's gonna be alright') to cope with hardships.  And now.. no different. I suffer. I dont know how to deal with shit outta my control.. maybe im not a real man. Maybe suffering is part of life. Mom. I miss u & I need you. You were the only one I could tell any and everything to.. and u seemed to understand and care and give me advice. . Now I have nothing.

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