Monday, March 31, 2014

Thursday, March 27, 2014


im an american i need a blow job n a pizza


words cannot explain today. ive never felt so much. yeah.. I fell for a chick who mite notta been the best for me.. but in the end shes the most special person ive ever known.. a new feeling that there might not be a word for.. at least im not confused. . she did wat they call 'set them free' whether she realizes it or not.. just know that the love is mutual and ill always be there..

Thursday, March 20, 2014


So the crush came over and hung out.. it was great. Nothing like ive experienced before. . NORMAL I guess u can say.. having a nice issue-free girl around is pleasant- no weird mind games or selling yourself as something you're not.. im relieved it wasnt just bout "the hunt" this time.. u know? Mite be goin in for the kill ;) little early to tell but in reality I kinda been pursuing desiring and gettin ready for this girl.. im not allowed to dip my pen in the company ink.

Tuesday, March 11, 2014


dont always know what to do or how to radically accept shit i manifested or traps i fell into.. that i anticipated. . knowing better.. i like to feel.. what can i say.. i play with fire.. i get burned..ill never learn. i do what i do.


Block gets hot, now she can't stop
She's a lot, a lot like a robot
And she can't be bought, and her nerves are shot
And she starts to rot from the inside out

She said I don't need you to save me
But there's people here trying to play me
And there's no jobs that will pay me
Enough to feed my family

And I got my back up against the wall
And I got my back up against the wall
And no one heres the call
Cuz there's no one there at all
And I got my back up against the wall

Saturday, March 8, 2014

Monday, March 3, 2014

i aint no psychic but im predicting some heartwrenchiness

cuz good things come to those who wait....
and treat em like shit.. #kindnessforweakness mistake im just me and I do wat I do

Sunday, March 2, 2014


ya I do dumb shit man
wearing my heart on my sleeve gets the best of me
living in the moment
I do what I do
I told u that

selfawarehatredness (1998)

We're young and haven't figured it out yet (2002)

realife. (1999)

USofprey (2000)


becoming (07/27/01)


insecurity (2002)

alienation (1999)

do as i say not as i do