Sunday, June 15, 2014

not good enough

i honestly feel like the few things i put my heart n soul into should be golden. my efforts. my sacrifices. my concern. my 100%s. my love. dedication. loyalty. respect. im realizing this is not true. an apple is an orange to some people. im too fragile for deep pain yet too realistic for superficialness. whatever the balance is.. it kills me slowly. why cant there just be ONE exception that understands me loves me appreciates me and values me enough to be there..and stay. if i treat ppl how i wanna be treated why is the outcome the opposite? because of my fragilness. because me being me becomes an easy target to destroy. i just want to create. not destroy.

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