Wednesday, November 19, 2014


the 'live fast die young' ship has sailed
'too old to bother too young to care' loooong gone

lifes taking its toll on me im goin nowhere fast nothings good enough doin my best everyday for some dream im pursuing everywhere i turn turmoil pretty sure its all in my head but my head is comprised of 34+ years of misery and lately i just want a coma im always gonna join the team beating myself up after all these years my best still isnt good enough not giving up is almost accepting misery but everyday keep on truckin if it was easy it wouldnt be worth it ive learned that and now i got the makings of dreams coming true i just dont know how or wont allow myself to stop and smell the roses.

Friday, November 14, 2014


never been so overwhelmed anxious stressed if everything goes right i should feel better by next tuesday and then back to the baby steps