Monday, December 24, 2018

porterhouse n shrimp 💣❤️

of course I project positivity to others and for others but my world in my head and heart is becoming unpleasant and only practicing what I preach gives me hope anymore 🤘🏆🖤

Tuesday, December 11, 2018

Old Me.

I accidentally met the 65?ish year old version of me a few days ago
We seemed to really hit it off

Monday, October 8, 2018


In order to defeat the devil you have to make sure they don't see it coming

Wednesday, October 3, 2018


despite the faulty gas gauge deal... two mondays in a row i ran out of gas on my way to work in the morning lol

Saturday, September 22, 2018

why i try.

"When I realized I'm not gonna kill myself and good isn't gonna do me the favor I had to find a way to make sense of life and understand myself and my place here to make living less of a burden."

Thursday, September 20, 2018

Mice Ant Spiders

Is it bad that I get more satisfaction and smiles even, from knowing I'm coexisting with these annoying in home assholes than from the efforts of killing them and/or making them go away???


Actually also helped me understand my cat better.
Because my cats actions lifestyle and even personification is that of Asperger's. Ya? No?


caught him yawning 😍

Sunday, September 16, 2018


The only way to end suffering is to not desire
And desiring to not desire should not be suffering
Let it be natural
By just being
The you.