Saturday, September 22, 2018

why i try.

"When I realized I'm not gonna kill myself and good isn't gonna do me the favor I had to find a way to make sense of life and understand myself and my place here to make living less of a burden."

Thursday, September 20, 2018

Mice Ant Spiders

Is it bad that I get more satisfaction and smiles even, from knowing I'm coexisting with these annoying in home assholes than from the efforts of killing them and/or making them go away???


Actually also helped me understand my cat better.
Because my cats actions lifestyle and even personification is that of Asperger's. Ya? No?


caught him yawning 😍

Sunday, September 16, 2018


The only way to end suffering is to not desire
And desiring to not desire should not be suffering
Let it be natural
By just being
The you.

Thursday, September 13, 2018

Digitally designing a potential future tattoo, a portrait of my cat lol this is totally ver1.0 but I love my cat. A lot.


"Life's fuckin shitty when ur actually living it lol like is the reward only at the end???"

This is such a catch 22. I pretty much rebel against feeling this way. On the other side of the county, life's fuckin shitty when you ain't living it too!.. unemployed homeless not doin shit... Remember how shitty that was??
This is why it's so important to live in the moment.. embrace the moments the seconds the "differences".. always gotta keep things in perspective and you can't forget where you came from!!

Pursue!!! In all realms.. pursue..and when you're close to your goal, make sure you set a higher one before you get there!

Saturday, September 1, 2018

I haven't really cooked a good meal for myself for hella months

Tonight tho, even on a budget.. BBQ habanero/maple pork roast and seafood tacos/burritos.. made bomb ass salsa too.

I been living off turkey sandwiches and ramen/soup mostly for like 3-4 months besides here n there eating out/taco trucks etc I do love sandwiches and soups so I rly can't complain lol